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This page and the stories contained within it are the unfolding of my life. I am using it to psychologically analyse what happened to me so as to assist my sons, grandsons, and anyone else who may need it, the opportunity to understand the rage that young men feel and how to control it. I have served my time, I have done the things that my community demanded of me based on the crimes that I have committed, I do not seek to garner sympathy or your understanding, frankly I do not give a shit what you think of me.
However, as I mentioned, it is critical for me to understand where I went wrong, so as to help my sons live a productive, fulfilling life without the reprecussions of these choices.My “MadMan Diary” posts are brief memories I have that I have worked through other people in an attempt to find these points in my life, in an attempt to figure out what I can predict happening for my sons and grandsons. By no means do I seek fame or fortune, nor empathy/sympathy, simply an unveiling of who I was, and more importantly, what got me there. To this end, I submit the MadMan Diary.
Today, I enjoy a quiet life with my wonderful wife and children. Each summer I try to get out and ride while providing some benefit to the community in which I call home. I have a professional career that I’m proud of and a great group of people I call friends. I live with the constant guilt and shame for the things I’ve done…
Peace,
AK Outlaw