OK, so I’ve identified when I turned, I’ve clearly isolated the factors involved in making me turn, now comes the hard part… I need to evaluate what factors still exist, and where am I applying the same pressures that were applied to me. As far as the controlling father portion goes, I’m the opposite, easy and laid back, simply providing the enforcement of rules set forth by my wife. Is this unfair? Yes. Does this force my wife to always be the bad guy? Yes. The definition of the absence of power, I am.
March 4, 2010
Madman Diary_Part 6
March 3, 2010
Madman Diary_Part 5
The road. That’s where I truly discover who and what I am. Miles ridden through extreme weather, with just me and the motorcycle I am riding. As the open road passed just inches beneath my feet my mind drifted back to the times when the road ahead was dark and uncertain. It is there that I found solace; I found the peace necessary to probe deep into the recesses of my memories.